music is everything

music is so much more than music to you

it's like about anything you want to be 

a coach or a best friend

it's helps you in so many ways 

your sadness madness calms you 

and makes you happy 

it's lifts you up cheer you up

motivates you

and a healer as well

music is right there for you no matter what how you feel 

if you need an hear to listen to you

music talks to you with all the lyrics if you have a very good

ear it's talks to you 

no matter what kind it is 

and what are you feeling 

it touches you and your heart if you are listening

to inspirational music and motivational as well

also music helps you to sleep as well 

like landscape and sounds off anything 

and if you making music like playing to any

instruments that also helps just play what you feel

personally

you can also talk to it by singing with all the lyrics

along like a musical conversation with music just 

between you and the music

to me music is like my best friend

i don't know what i would do without any music

it's makes me

music also can identify you who you are

inside and out

boredom

is a feeling that you feel inside

that there's nothing else you can do

around 

you can only could do that's it's fun to do

is to hear some music because music is everything

in someone's lives now 

it's more fun to cheer you more than you know

since we what to do we can't do now 

because of this global wave that we are going through 

at right now 

for the time being we can hear music watching TV watching movies

to be around our loved ones now

and our pets as well of course 

you could easily get bored 

we can also exercise as well

if you want you can make yourself a playlist of

anything music you want to hear during the quarantine 

there's so many songs that is very famous it can surprisingly you

what you can find that you actual hear what you like from the any 

decade 

what you like to hear 

you can also write read paint draw 

as well and of course take a walk with protection 

of course just stay safe 

boredom is the word when we feel usually 

but not so often but we do feel it though

what is the difference of sadness and depression

do you know the difference in two are?

one is a emotion that you feel inside 

and the one it's actual a state of what 

going inside of yourself 

what you feel 

like you don't like to feel or do anything

to do 

you can't imagine of what you feel inside

feeling sad it's normal to feel but feeling

depression it's actually is not

is like taking over yourself inside 

and not feeling yourself and that's 

really 

hard 

what about if you had feeling 

postpartum depression 

not wanting to carry your kids

that's even more sadder 

to be as well

i admire my sister in law so much she actual went 

to this with my nephew 

and now she's back to herself 

sadness it could be last not for too long

but however with depression it does 

and especially postpartum as well

it's not easy at all

just an advice take each day at a time

do you love to help people

if you are a very good
person and caring
who thinks about people
and what's going on
and their feelings
you know what they
feel inside
and if you want to help people
as a coach or a life coach
you should think that

also if you have the same feelings and emotions
that you can relate to and to have an connection as well
you should value that about that the most about what do you love
to reach out

it takes a lot to be a coach and a life coach you actual need an good
hear and an heart to them if you are a good friend to talk to
and knows how can you help and opening your heart to them

that's why you love to help people alot
you know about everything of to be this
just reach out

try it not only it helps them but also it helps to your own self
as well

my beloved grandma

your grandma from your
mom's side her mom
was the most caring
person that you ever know
and very beautiful whenever
you come to see her she gets
so happy to see you again
she used to sing and she did
had the beautiful voice that you love to hear
she sing hours and hours
every time when see your mom singing
it's like if your grandma sings to you
again
and of course it's is a mother and daughter thing

when your mom sings a lot she always going to tell you
about your grandma and which song does she loves very
much

that's the most beautiful thing to know about your grandma
and what she was like as well

by listening stories that your mom has back those old
days when she was a trouble maker that most funny
things
to remember her by was that she used to cut your mom's
hair that you see the funny side of grandma

you must love to hear more stories about your mom and your grandma

my special brother

having a special brother

is the best that a sister could ever 

have and a big sister to him 

who does everything for him

cares for him 

and does everything together

you were like a mother figure 

to him in a way 

because you did everything for him

without being asked for it 

but out of love for him

you took care of him with

everything helping him 

to change him to read him

and since he couldn't walk helping him

to walk from his room to the TV room

to watch TV with him 

he was so special to you that you must feel

so grateful and blessed to had him as a brother to you

you can think of those fun funny days that you had with him

the life of between you both had share together was like an adventure for 

sure 

he had the most brightest smile and he was the happiest person you ever know

your love for him it will be always carried in your heart forever 

to have an extend family

you should be very happy blessed and very lucky
to have a big loving extend family with you
besides having your own family you have more
family in yours don't need to have labels in your family
having more than just one mom is the best and there's
more love that you have and for them the same as
having more than just 1 dad is the same as well
and siblings as well

bigger family is the best to be in and to have as well

you must feel very blessed and very lucky if you have a bigger family
it's even better when it comes in your family there's no half and step at all
more than one is so the greatest love to give and to feel as well

i have an extend family of my own don't care which side it is everyone is
my family from my dad's side from my 2nd mom side and 2nd dad side
my mom's side
anybody's side of my family they're family as well

i don't have any labels in my family i have 2 dad's 2 mom's and 6 siblings altogether

and i feel extra love and blessed and lucky there's no greater love in family you will ever have
in yourself and your family as well

i don't label my siblings as my step/half which i do have but never label them as what they actual are
i just called them as my siblings

and also i do have 2 sisters in law which i don't have that label either as and now pretty soon going to have 3 sisters now my little brother is getting married and now i'm going to have 3 sisters

more love to give and to feel more loved and blessed and very lucky

a loss of a pet

losing a pet
it's the most painful feeling
that we all have inside
and face we all still coping
grieving and mourning

it is very hard to do by getting over
our pet's are our best friends from day 1
and of course we still have pain inside of
us and our hearts
the best way we can heal ourselves is time
it is very hard and long process
to overcome and less feeling too sad

you can do so many as a tribute for
your pet you can express yourself
out of your love your pet will always
going to be in heart forever

you can help others in your family if they have
their pets you would love retake your experiences
with your's for their's  as your own

if you still have pain inside and wanted to cry because you miss your's
that's okay too
you can be positive and happy to know that your's is a beautiful place
where it can run when it's rains and it appears a huge brightest beautiful rainbow

you can think of your pet and also
you keep the ashes and a drawing of your pet
it is like if you are with your pet together again

you can pet that tiny wood box and kisses and talking to the drawing
like your talking to your pet again

in my family have their own pets as well and i m a godmother of 2 to a chihuahua and an YORKSHIRE as well

and i love to be with them at first it was very hard for me how much did i miss mine so very much
but now i am now i'm a lot better

to be with my both pet's godchildren they helped me a lot

i still miss mine so much i miss carrying her in my arms to sing her calling her name
and her nicknames  that i have for her she was my best friend and of course giving kisses

but i know she's in a much better place now both of us we look the same the same eyes so every time
when i see myself and my eyes somehow i could see her through my eyes

i will always have my daughter's eyes forever and she's her mom's angel watching over her

having both your best friends as your angels

to have both of your best friends
as your angels is very sweet
to have so that's way she
can watch over you
everyday now you have two angels
now you did had another best friend
as your angel as well watching over you
two is even better than one to have as angels
you must feel very blessed and very lucky
that you have both of them
and protective as well

having both of your best friends
as your angels it's more beautiful and precious
to have  for you
carry on to live on they know that you always
have both of them and they love you no matter
what

you know that the famous line that angels are watching over you
and now you know that feeling to be watching over by them with both
of your best friends

a loss of a best friend

when you lost your best friend
this is time when you go back to
all of the old fun funny days what you
had with her to remember her by
i know it is so very hard she was more
than a best friend to you she was also
like a sister to you

you will always have her in your heart
and your love for each other that both of you
had will lives on in each other's hearts
always and forever it's okay to think about her
you can keep listening to the same music what you
had heard together and even if you had a friendship
song  as well
and also you could watch what was her favorites movies
to think and to remember her in her memory

sure if it's made you to cry it's okay to
than to be all bottom down what you feel
let's it out

it will make yourself better
and of course you have your family around you
with their open arms and love

your best friend was like an member of your family
she was like as a sister to you

she even went with you when you got your beautiful
dog when she carried her arms and started to kiss her
when you saw that moment

i decided to ask her if wants to be her godmother and then we high
five for it
she loves her very much
and that's the sweetest memory that you had with her

a best friend's love could be as a sister as well

there's no greater love
with your best friend because she is also as
a sister to you as well
she care about you
and loves you very
much
even when they far
from each other for a
year she checks on you
she worries about you
a love between two
best friends who loves
for each other and cares
for each other is the most
precious to have you can
still carried with you
so that way the love could
lives on in your heart as well
inside and in the heart

social distancing

is a movement
to separate all of you
by protecting all of us
for our health
there's people out are
be not considerate not to
respect that for others
and it doesn't about themselves
but they have to think about
others more than themselves

we all have stand 6 feet from each other
and when we go out for walks we have
to let them pass by each other
by a corner
and when we need to get  shopping
we have to wait in a line inside
and even outside with duck tapes
all over inside and outside

 to keep us safe and protected
from all each other
social distancing can make us
safe and protect us

having a hard, difficult year, and to be in a rough one

in the last year
i 've had a very sad and
hard year
one of my best friends passed away
and my baby girl as well
but i'm very blessed and grateful
to have my family around they helped
me with their love and kindness
with their open arms my siblings
and their pets
especially with my sister she took it very hard
as well i was fighting not to breakdown with her
more than me actually
i was ok in the end
but in the new year's
i started to cry at the end
of the year

until when 2020 came around and then
an global wave came to all of us
around the world

and that's more that there's affected us
getting all of us to get sick this big
wave has been killing all of us
and because of this we all have to
isolated ourselves and making us
to quarantine
watching out for
ourselves
and to others

and because of this people has been fighting
for no reason and stealing vandalized all over the world
and now even just people are fighting each other

there's racism now with people dark colored being brutally attacked by the
public out there and even around people and on viral so everyone can see

what's year is this how we got this far

re connecting with one of your best friends

re connecting to who was one of
best friends from high school
from a fallen out from a friendship
it is a very good thing and a sweet
to do it's good thing to reach out
you miss that and you miss her talking to her
again
it is good to start fresh with a friendship
with her
we're talking again checking on each other
i just found out that she just lost her mom
and i was very closed to her and to her family
i wanted to re connecting with her at first
because life is short and also it is going to be
1 year when i lost one of my best friends
passed away
so i just wanted to be a good person here
she was my best friend back in high school
all of my best friends are like my sisters
we all love each other and care each other
i lost 2 of my best friends they passed away
one of them over 11 years and the other one it's going
to be her first anniversary and she's the one i have now
and i was very closed to her she was also one of my best friends
i still miss her so very much i just wanted to bottom up overcome what
i got through in the last year besides she was one of my best friends i miss her and talking to her

quarantine & isolation

quarantine and isolation

both of them defines separation

each other but they're different

from each other

it is very sad if your'e alone 

and facing it all alone 

i feel sorry for my sister

and a little sad for her

she's facing this tough and rough

time but she is accompanied by 

her beautiful black cat and she's during 

very well 

sometimes when i go down to my dad's 

i am also accompanied by my sister's dog

my godson 

and now she's taking him to be with her

of course it is her dog 

i did felt very sad for both of my sisters

my little sister was in quarantine and isolated

in DC but she was also accompanied 

by a friend of her 

but before that she was also alone facing by herself 

as well

i know what is like to be alone 

i'm not really alone i have my family

around 

but sometimes it's hard 

not having my baby girl

around 

but i do love to be with other's

dog around my sister's dog and 

my aunt's as well i always going to love

dogs 

to be in quarantine

while we are going through this difficult time
and we cannot be around people because of the virus
and we all have to be isolated in our house and we can't
go to work so we have stay in so we have to work at home
so we have to find other activities what we could do
at home
as soon  when it is going to be back to normal we all going
to miss it all but also we do miss our normal routine and
to socialized to see our friends co workers boss

i'm very lucky to have my family around i have been quarantining
for now 3 months now and i find other activities at home
exercising at home helping others in the family helping with cooking cleaning around the house
going out for walks

during yoga i never done before and now i really enjoyed very much
the most difficult part it been a year now without my baby girl
and in some way i know that she's not actually here but she's is home
so yea i'm somehow quarantining with her at home

i protect you, you protect me

we're getting altogether tough rough year
and facing altogether some people out there
are being so unconsiderate not to protect themselves
and to others
people should think and be considerate for others
actually they have to be more considerate for others
more than themselves
that's what i think as my opinion
about this
in my take about this that they should
be considerate for others either ways
if you have to wear something on our faces
for the our health if they don't take it very seriously
about themselves but they have to take seriously about others

to be an talented person and an gifted person

as a talented person and an gifted one
is like the same thing all wrapped in one
because both are the best traits that everyone
has in each of them

what do you considered more about yourself
as a talented person or a gifted person?

you can considered yourself both of them

I considered myself as both as well

so it is ok to be both an talented person and an
gifted person

your talents are considered as what you are like your hobbies
what you love to do and then afterwards you use them as an
gift what you bring

and passed it around

with what you have your gift and talent
you express what you feel inside

feelings could be in both of then as
your gift and your talent

with you love to do and your good at it

that's your talent and you're that good and you
want to share and pass it around that's your
gift

to combine both you gave it all from yourself what you have
that's your feelings because you express them with both

so you are a an talented person and a gifted person from
outside and inside

having many talents

having many talents
is a very good to have
and to say about yourself
that you are very talented person
that's a wonderful thing to say
about yourself

everyone knows that has many gifts
of what life gives you along the
way
and to show and express them
in what you are very good

at that's even better as well

each in everyone has many gifts
in life that's another thing to say

about yourself that you are
an gifted person as well

to have many talents and gifts
in life in what you love and

enjoy to do

that's the positive side about yourself
in life is the best

and wonderful as well

keep and carry on all of your
talents

and gifts that you have inside of you

and let them out off you

A pet's godmother's love

to be an godmother for
dogs is like the same love
as an dog mother's love
you still love them as your
own you will feel so loved them
that it will make you to be so blessed
and loved and very lucky
and if you have a pet godson and a pet
goddaughter and to have both of them
again
while one of them are far away every
so often you keep in touch

I'm so blessed that I have my pet godson
which it is your sister's dog but you love him as your own

and also I also have my pet goddaughter who loves you
too much she gets on you and cuddles up with putting her tiny
head into your chest near by your heart and she started to kiss you

that's a real godmother's love right there

with my godson he always follows you everywhere because
he doesn't want to be left alone
and he gets up and lays right by your side

we always spend some days alone at home and while your watching tv
he gets on the couch by your side he also cuddles up with you

and he puts his small head on your legs and lets you to pet him on his head
and that's know how dogs tell you that they love you

both of my pet godchildrens loves their godmother very much

they both know that their godmother sometimes gets very sad while she mourning of the loss
of hers
they both bow down their heads because they feel it and knows it

I love to have an pet's godmother's love every second of each day