rebuilding a trust friendship as fresh start

to have a fresh start by rebuilding an
trust friendship with one of your
best friend
it is a very good thing
to do she's the only friend
that you have right now
since two of your best friends
passed away one over 10 years now
and an recently one
its a good thing to reach out
again to one more best friends
of yours
since she's the only one who you
still have right now
forget about the past
and the drama and all
of the fights that you had
with her
besides she's the one who
you met when you got to
the US and started to school
here she's the first best friend
that you made since then

life is too short you should have
this piece of advice '' whatever happens in the past it stays in the past''
trust me you will feel good about it
to be the one who knows to do the right thing
you still care and you still have the best in your
heart keep all of your best friends closer and to you
and your heart

you should keep writing and reading

you should keep doing two important things
to do every day to keep writing and to read
give yourself time to keep writing and to
read if that was two of yours resolution
for the new years you have to keep and
follow and stick to your promises that
you make to do so do it
don't stop or having breaks in between
both of them
your sister has been telling you to keep
reading and your godfather has been telling
you to keep writing so you should take
their advice and follow them
besides is your both things that you
love to do on your free time
have yourself like 20 minutes any time
of day to pick up a book and read
and then maybe write it down
what you thought about it what
you just read about
if you have an notebook or a dairy
or maybe modern
a blog you can use any to write again
trust me it will be good for you
think of yourself is like exercising
your mind also its good for your mind
as well just don't prevent yourself to stop
reading or writing again
just keep it up

how to be independent person

to be an independent person
is doing everything by yourself
you don't have depend on no one else
you know to maintain your daily
routine going to work and sometimes go back home on your own again make yourself
lunch get your lunch do your laundry
etc. you have all of the skills and tools
to do everything alone without someone
to be there you can also be alone as well
your favorite is to be home alone and do
everything when naturally what you do
and hanging with yourself watching tv netflix
in the couch  and relax and taking your
sister's dog which to you is like one of
yours
you wanted to live independently now you
can you know what to do and how to as well
like cooking making your own lunch or dinner
or you can help others
as well in the kitchen since you know
and love to cook and make food
making expresso coffees to clean
the kitchen every day
you don't have to tell where are you going
whether to go down to the gym or to help
out going to the market for the house
or what your parents need
you just know also going to get breakfast
also you already know what do they like
to have if something is missing or running off
you just know

that's is to be responsible independent person
is you think of yourself and to others
that is the most important trait
and skill and a lesson to be taught

you have been taught by your sister and your parents
you feel very blessed and lucky by it

and your sisters and your parents are so blessed lucky
and so proud of you every day

dreaming about your best friend

have you lately been dreaming
about your best friend?

it been 3 months since she passed away
so it's ok if you have dreaming about her
because you still have her in your mind and heart
and keeping talks about her constantly when you
pass the tv going through all the channels and
all of the sudden a movie comes on which it is
one of her favorites or when you're listening
to music and song comes on and it is one of her
favorites singers and songs that she loves to hear
and of course
you're thinking about her
it is normal to you?
yes it is but also a little
sad as well
but you're been very good
to keep holding on
and to be strong
you don't have an explanation
why you're keep dreaming about her
and to have her in your mind and heart
and that you're keep talking about her
here's why because she still lives on
inside of you
even though you still miss her so
very much every day you don't have to breakdown
in tears all of the sudden
just keep hanging there and hold on
and just keep yourself distracted and
busy don't let yourself to breakdown
you could just keep thinking all of
funny and happy memories that you have
with her back those old days in
school all of the hangouts that you have been
with her