music is everything

music is so much more than music to you

it's like about anything you want to be 

a coach or a best friend

it's helps you in so many ways 

your sadness madness calms you 

and makes you happy 

it's lifts you up cheer you up

motivates you

and a healer as well

music is right there for you no matter what how you feel 

if you need an hear to listen to you

music talks to you with all the lyrics if you have a very good

ear it's talks to you 

no matter what kind it is 

and what are you feeling 

it touches you and your heart if you are listening

to inspirational music and motivational as well

also music helps you to sleep as well 

like landscape and sounds off anything 

and if you making music like playing to any

instruments that also helps just play what you feel

personally

you can also talk to it by singing with all the lyrics

along like a musical conversation with music just 

between you and the music

to me music is like my best friend

i don't know what i would do without any music

it's makes me

music also can identify you who you are

inside and out

boredom

is a feeling that you feel inside

that there's nothing else you can do

around 

you can only could do that's it's fun to do

is to hear some music because music is everything

in someone's lives now 

it's more fun to cheer you more than you know

since we what to do we can't do now 

because of this global wave that we are going through 

at right now 

for the time being we can hear music watching TV watching movies

to be around our loved ones now

and our pets as well of course 

you could easily get bored 

we can also exercise as well

if you want you can make yourself a playlist of

anything music you want to hear during the quarantine 

there's so many songs that is very famous it can surprisingly you

what you can find that you actual hear what you like from the any 

decade 

what you like to hear 

you can also write read paint draw 

as well and of course take a walk with protection 

of course just stay safe 

boredom is the word when we feel usually 

but not so often but we do feel it though

what is the difference of sadness and depression

do you know the difference in two are?

one is a emotion that you feel inside 

and the one it's actual a state of what 

going inside of yourself 

what you feel 

like you don't like to feel or do anything

to do 

you can't imagine of what you feel inside

feeling sad it's normal to feel but feeling

depression it's actually is not

is like taking over yourself inside 

and not feeling yourself and that's 

really 

hard 

what about if you had feeling 

postpartum depression 

not wanting to carry your kids

that's even more sadder 

to be as well

i admire my sister in law so much she actual went 

to this with my nephew 

and now she's back to herself 

sadness it could be last not for too long

but however with depression it does 

and especially postpartum as well

it's not easy at all

just an advice take each day at a time

do you love to help people

if you are a very good
person and caring
who thinks about people
and what's going on
and their feelings
you know what they
feel inside
and if you want to help people
as a coach or a life coach
you should think that

also if you have the same feelings and emotions
that you can relate to and to have an connection as well
you should value that about that the most about what do you love
to reach out

it takes a lot to be a coach and a life coach you actual need an good
hear and an heart to them if you are a good friend to talk to
and knows how can you help and opening your heart to them

that's why you love to help people alot
you know about everything of to be this
just reach out

try it not only it helps them but also it helps to your own self
as well

my beloved grandma

your grandma from your
mom's side her mom
was the most caring
person that you ever know
and very beautiful whenever
you come to see her she gets
so happy to see you again
she used to sing and she did
had the beautiful voice that you love to hear
she sing hours and hours
every time when see your mom singing
it's like if your grandma sings to you
again
and of course it's is a mother and daughter thing

when your mom sings a lot she always going to tell you
about your grandma and which song does she loves very
much

that's the most beautiful thing to know about your grandma
and what she was like as well

by listening stories that your mom has back those old
days when she was a trouble maker that most funny
things
to remember her by was that she used to cut your mom's
hair that you see the funny side of grandma

you must love to hear more stories about your mom and your grandma

my special brother

having a special brother

is the best that a sister could ever 

have and a big sister to him 

who does everything for him

cares for him 

and does everything together

you were like a mother figure 

to him in a way 

because you did everything for him

without being asked for it 

but out of love for him

you took care of him with

everything helping him 

to change him to read him

and since he couldn't walk helping him

to walk from his room to the TV room

to watch TV with him 

he was so special to you that you must feel

so grateful and blessed to had him as a brother to you

you can think of those fun funny days that you had with him

the life of between you both had share together was like an adventure for 

sure 

he had the most brightest smile and he was the happiest person you ever know

your love for him it will be always carried in your heart forever 

to have an extend family

you should be very happy blessed and very lucky
to have a big loving extend family with you
besides having your own family you have more
family in yours don't need to have labels in your family
having more than just one mom is the best and there's
more love that you have and for them the same as
having more than just 1 dad is the same as well
and siblings as well

bigger family is the best to be in and to have as well

you must feel very blessed and very lucky if you have a bigger family
it's even better when it comes in your family there's no half and step at all
more than one is so the greatest love to give and to feel as well

i have an extend family of my own don't care which side it is everyone is
my family from my dad's side from my 2nd mom side and 2nd dad side
my mom's side
anybody's side of my family they're family as well

i don't have any labels in my family i have 2 dad's 2 mom's and 6 siblings altogether

and i feel extra love and blessed and lucky there's no greater love in family you will ever have
in yourself and your family as well

i don't label my siblings as my step/half which i do have but never label them as what they actual are
i just called them as my siblings

and also i do have 2 sisters in law which i don't have that label either as and now pretty soon going to have 3 sisters now my little brother is getting married and now i'm going to have 3 sisters

more love to give and to feel more loved and blessed and very lucky

a loss of a pet

losing a pet
it's the most painful feeling
that we all have inside
and face we all still coping
grieving and mourning

it is very hard to do by getting over
our pet's are our best friends from day 1
and of course we still have pain inside of
us and our hearts
the best way we can heal ourselves is time
it is very hard and long process
to overcome and less feeling too sad

you can do so many as a tribute for
your pet you can express yourself
out of your love your pet will always
going to be in heart forever

you can help others in your family if they have
their pets you would love retake your experiences
with your's for their's  as your own

if you still have pain inside and wanted to cry because you miss your's
that's okay too
you can be positive and happy to know that your's is a beautiful place
where it can run when it's rains and it appears a huge brightest beautiful rainbow

you can think of your pet and also
you keep the ashes and a drawing of your pet
it is like if you are with your pet together again

you can pet that tiny wood box and kisses and talking to the drawing
like your talking to your pet again

in my family have their own pets as well and i m a godmother of 2 to a chihuahua and an YORKSHIRE as well

and i love to be with them at first it was very hard for me how much did i miss mine so very much
but now i am now i'm a lot better

to be with my both pet's godchildren they helped me a lot

i still miss mine so much i miss carrying her in my arms to sing her calling her name
and her nicknames  that i have for her she was my best friend and of course giving kisses

but i know she's in a much better place now both of us we look the same the same eyes so every time
when i see myself and my eyes somehow i could see her through my eyes

i will always have my daughter's eyes forever and she's her mom's angel watching over her

having both your best friends as your angels

to have both of your best friends
as your angels is very sweet
to have so that's way she
can watch over you
everyday now you have two angels
now you did had another best friend
as your angel as well watching over you
two is even better than one to have as angels
you must feel very blessed and very lucky
that you have both of them
and protective as well

having both of your best friends
as your angels it's more beautiful and precious
to have  for you
carry on to live on they know that you always
have both of them and they love you no matter
what

you know that the famous line that angels are watching over you
and now you know that feeling to be watching over by them with both
of your best friends

a loss of a best friend

when you lost your best friend
this is time when you go back to
all of the old fun funny days what you
had with her to remember her by
i know it is so very hard she was more
than a best friend to you she was also
like a sister to you

you will always have her in your heart
and your love for each other that both of you
had will lives on in each other's hearts
always and forever it's okay to think about her
you can keep listening to the same music what you
had heard together and even if you had a friendship
song  as well
and also you could watch what was her favorites movies
to think and to remember her in her memory

sure if it's made you to cry it's okay to
than to be all bottom down what you feel
let's it out

it will make yourself better
and of course you have your family around you
with their open arms and love

your best friend was like an member of your family
she was like as a sister to you

she even went with you when you got your beautiful
dog when she carried her arms and started to kiss her
when you saw that moment

i decided to ask her if wants to be her godmother and then we high
five for it
she loves her very much
and that's the sweetest memory that you had with her

a best friend's love could be as a sister as well

there's no greater love
with your best friend because she is also as
a sister to you as well
she care about you
and loves you very
much
even when they far
from each other for a
year she checks on you
she worries about you
a love between two
best friends who loves
for each other and cares
for each other is the most
precious to have you can
still carried with you
so that way the love could
lives on in your heart as well
inside and in the heart